I’m sick of doing the same thing everyday and not getting very far, sometimes worse.
Every night I lay in bed thinking of all the changes I want to make in my life
Things like quitting smoking, losing weight, having a baby and becoming healthy and pain free.
But each morning I wake and keep doing exactly what I’ve done for years, it’s frustrating cause I know I can do better.
I think deep down I’m scared of what the future could be if I changed.
But in the same note I don’t want to live this way anymore.
I’m just not sure how to go about it, I feel like somehow I’ll be missing out if I quit smoking and lost weight and got healthy.
I know that may sound stupid because I know I can gain a lot from doing the above.
Please comment if you have ever felt this way or know a way I can do this without feeling like I’m losing out.
I keep thinking it’s not a good idea to do it all at once but again I think a lot of that is in my head, because I know I can do a lot better than I am.
Until next time